I’m sorry, but it’s true. Certainly not EVERYONE. I’m probably not even better than a vast majority of people that I come into contact with, let alone in the world. However, some people suck at being people. And I wish they would leave me alone.
So I slacked a little bit on posting my progress. Hell I’ve kind of been slacking on everything I’m supposed to be doing right now.
So I’m finally over the crest of my week. No class til Monday, and on Monday I don’t have to work. So I feel a lot less like the minutes are whizzing past me and nothing is getting done as quickly as it should.
Ugh, everything feels so rushed these days. I work every day this week; I’ve been trying to schedule a student to tutor all while not falling horribly behind in class and staying on top of grad school stuff. So far my head still rests above the water line, but that’s…
Okay, not much time today which seems to be the story of my life lately but whatevs.
I had a nice weekend of watching sports and catching spiders. I started to wonder if maybe the spiders are a metaphor for my life. Then I realized that anything can be a metaphor for anything if you think about it long enough.
The anxieties have not subsided to the extent I had hoped. I continue to feel overwhelmed, juggling school and work and the fact that I have no fallback plan. But I’m trying not to dwell. If I know myself at all, these anxious feelings will most likely persist well after…