Every time he plays, he feels a certain way afterwards. Isn’t it silly how the performance sounds differently than it feels? Yeah … but this one was definitely a learning experience. Physical exertion .. toil .. sweat .. what an exhausting means for expression. Hopefully worth it in the long run.
No one tells you if you’re inadequate unless it’s their job. Even then they don’t sometimes. What the hell! They just don’t call again. Guess. Think you suck? Practice. Think you’re good? Don’t practice. Don’t worry, next time you’ll suck and practice again. No one’s good without working at it. Not even you ..
I can only work on one thing at a time! Sometimes it all seems so insignificant.
